| Title: Crazy Girl
so i met a girl thru a blind date from a friend i know.. she was cute.. good personality.. all good.. i wasn't flipping over her.. but definitely not too bad.. so met one weekend.. and then we talked a lot thru out the week.. text.. phone.. chatting.. during out talks and what not.. it was almost like she was the one trying to get me.. like you know.. do the talk.. say the right things.. etc.. well anyways.. all good.. went to see her the next weekend.. the weekend was great.. a lotta fun.. and i decided to give it a shot.. and asked her out.. came home and talked a lot as usual.. towards the end of the week.. she became really busy at work.. so less talking.. all good.. friday.. she had to go somewhere w/ her coworkers overnight.. so friday.. during work.. she was super busy.. so we didnt talk.. but i figured she'd message me when she was done.. but nothing.. so i messaged her and she was like oh we're on our way now.. i fell asleep.. have a good night.. before i slept i messaged her goodnight.. but nothing.. its ok cuz im sure they were like all totally drunk by then anyways.. next morning.. i messaged her.. and still no answer.. whatever.. afternoon while playing ball.. i called her once.. no answer.. by then i was sorta getting pissed.. she shouldve been home by then and still nothing.. at night.. i messaged her one again.. nothing.. now i was pissed but i was also sorta a bit worried.. what if something happened.. sunday when i woke up messaged her.. nothing.. called nothing.. so now i was worried.. hoped everything was alright.. mid afternoon i get a message from her saying basically she was sorry she didnt call and also for making me worry.. she was alright.. and then she says.. i dont think im ready to accept your feelings yet.. i think we're moving too fast.. can't we just be friends? so i message her back im glad you're alright.. and ofcourse i asked her why is this happening?? what did i do?? you know.. the typical questions.. basically she said it wasnt anything i did.. it was more the difference in the way we think?? come on.. everyone thinks differently.. anyway.. it was sorta bull.. and then i was like aight.. lets talk later.. (she had a bad cold so she fell asleep).. didnt contact her for a week.. to give her some time.. and recently.. i realized all of my pictures that was up on her cyworld (a korean website where they share pictures.. messages.. etc.. and you need to become friends to see their website contents) was gone.. so basically any existance of me.. was all gone.. and then a few days later.. actually yesterday.. i realized that that wasnt all she did.. she basically erased my as a friend from her cyworld.. haha.. my gosh.. so now we're not even friends according to her cyworld.. now the kicker.. yesterday i called her cuz i wanted to talk.. and when i called.. it said.. the number you have dialed is no longer in service!! uhhhhhhh.. what?? she changed numbers?!?!? i have no idea.. but her number is not there anymore.. wtf is that!! come on now.. i didnt even have TIME to make a mistake and she basically erases me from her life.. like i never existed.. hahaha.. man.. after i heard the operator tell me that.. i was in sorta like shock.. that all that i could do was laugh............. she seemed so normal at first..... so that's my story.. you're welcome to laugh at it.. cuz it made me laugh at the end.. |
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| i was wondering if any of you have skype.. if you do.. add me.. my account name is tomlim80.. if you have a camera.. we can video chat.. doesnt aim have it too?? |
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| im back in korea now.. changed schools.. changed apts.. changed locations.. didnt get what i asked for for like everything.. but what can you do.. sucked in the beginning.. but im getting used to it now.. pretty bored though.. im in such a "lets have a family here.. send our kids to school across the street.. play in the playground" sorta area.. not really my scene.. but ah well.. have a good day.. |
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| hey guys.. im back home.. but seems like my cell phone is broken.. cant turn it on.. so i have no numbers.. please email me your numbers or write them on my xanga/facebook so we can chill.. thanks.. email is k2carveitup@gmail.com and facebook is k2carveitup as well.. thanks.. btw.. just call me at home.. 732-548-8665.. or call my dad's cell.. 201-600-8717.. ill be using it for the 3 weeks.. =) |
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